A New Start

After a week of being stuck in a black container, my notebook is now back in its useful purpose. I was so worried during the past few days thinking that it wouldn't be alright again since it underwent a very serious technical problem. Unfortunately, I could not do anything about it. What could i possibly do? I am not good at troubleshooting computers. Back then, I felt ashamed of what I am. I am an IT student and yet I could not even get into the idea of fixing it by myself. Grrrrrr..... I was so stupid.. What was i doing during my five years in college? At least I should have mastered this craft since it's a part of what i wanted to be in the future. Grrrr.... I was envious with people who could do it right and make real good of it.... Frustration was getting through me. I hate to admit it but that I really still need to improve in the field of IT. i I guess it's time to be better on what i had chosen.