Near death again..

Oh no! tomorrow is the day... I hope it's not.. Huhuhu... Never say die, tomorrow is another day. Research...

Lady in a weep…

I understand that someone is ignoring me because I am being irresponsible with school lately. Late assignments, ghost participation in class, near death INC and late arrivals on team meetings were my mortal sins which I realized a long ago but chose to just ignore for a lot of times. Before the semester, I had made a decision that really changed my life’s perspectives and I had been blinded by my detour not knowing that it was bounded to be worthless in the sense that there was no reason for me to keep going.

I had been through tough times for the last months and it took a painful incident to end it. Not to mention, I was deprived of sleeping during the night. But deeper than that, it was all of me who suffered. I was hit heart and soul. I try my hardest to live a smooth life but then there are unexpected events that are meant to mess up people’s lives. Unfortunately, I was destined to be the victim. It really made me cry buckets of tears. It made me think harder of what kind of person I was. I am a good person and I am trying to be for the rest of my life but how come do I need to linger the pain of being miserably accused of something I am confident of not doing?

A part of growing up, people would say. I thank God for this trial. I am back to normal, stronger than before. I now have to count the things that need to be done and make up for it as soon as possible. Go for the goal!

Oh sad...

A comment: SRIS

I absolutely agree upon this step of the university administration to tap in-house resources for the re-invention of the student registration information system. For each year that the university has been using the previous, never did I see a difference with respect to the transaction processing level. Executing the same process for years was experiencing the pain of waiting turns all over again, to think that the main purpose of automation is to lessen the working burdens of involved entities. Back in June where we had our enrollment for this semester, the newly implemented system ran its first operation. I noticed that the user interface became nicer to look at. However in general, it was still the same experience as before except for the one way entrance/exit, distribution of priority numbers at the registrar and the strict security guard. It still took me the whole day to finish the whole process of enrollment. I was disappointed yet hoping that the next time would get better since I have great trust to the developers of the new SRIS.

Nothing but random innermost desires…

1. To graduate from USeP by 2010
2. To have an IT career in Singapore
3. To be an IT specialist in Korea
4. To cross paths with Bill Gates
5. To be an expert of SAP solutions
6. To be interviewed by Oprah Winfrey
7. To contribute meaningfully to the Philippine ICT
8. To create a very special application embedded on cell phones
9. To travel in whole Asia with my entire family
10. To have a dual citizenship (Canada and Phil)
11. To regularly bring my mama and papa to a spa
12. To taste the yummiest chocolates from every country
13. To meet Baraq Obama at the White House
14. To go out on a date with:
a. Robert Pattinson
b. Kim Kibum
c. Lee Min Ho
d. Jerry Yan
e. Christian Bautista
f. Richard Poon
g. Ely Buendia
h. Enchong Dee
i. Chris Tiu
j. Dev Patel
15. To have my own collection of books:
a. Harry Potter
b. Twilight saga
c. John Grisham
d. Mary Higgins Clark
e. Precious Hearts Romances.. wahahaha
f. Dan Brown
16. To travel in Israel
17. To follow the exact trail wherein Jesus Christ had his passion of the cross
18. To be in Vatican and meet the Pope
19. To chill in Boracay with Borbi and friends
20. To take a Caribbean cruise
21. To sing with Sarah Geronimo
22. To dance with Vhong Navarro
23. To have a plenty bank account
24. To have a family and be with them for my entire lifetime

O! pwede na mo mukatawa.. bwehehhehehehe

Grrr...

I want out!

Look before you leap. This is one of my life’s principles. It’s not that I am afraid to fail but I just don’t want to plunge into something regrettable in the end. It is very easy to commit a mistake, mind you but it‘s hard to face the consequence that lies ahead. That is why I always strive to be mindful of the things I do. My decisions depend mostly on what people may think, feel, say or do. grrrrrr……. Blah.. blah.. Hate it…

Tukar na pud.

My principle in life would probably be the golden rule. However, I can honestly say that I am a hypocrite oftentimes. I hate to treat my fellowmen with unkind words and unjust actions but there are times when I just forget what I believe. This usually happens when I am upset or I have a hard feeling towards someone. I can't control myself in this emotional stage that I could formulate whatever disgraceful things in mind. Sometimes ,I could just utter words of anger to someone I really hate at the moment. Well, it goes to show that I am perfectly human. It's just a matter of learning from past mistakes, forgiving and moving on.

I love to laugh. It’s the only thing that I will never be tired of doing. It’s no to laugh at people’s mistakes but to laugh with people on a clear conscience. To laugh because you admire someone dearly or above all, because you love life.